familiar pains..

chase the storm til my last breath
sit in the dark til there's nothing left
it doesn't matter I dont feel the pain
and I know I won't feel ashamed
I feel this heart break right in two
and drink alone like I always do
but through it all
you never knew
I did it because of you
now I know I'm better off alone
there's no hope in a broken home
so tear the flesh and let it bleed
look in a mirror and what do you see?
I want the pain so I know it's me
so I'll chase the storm and sit in the dark
drink away to fix a broken heart
torn apart I dont feel the parts
and through it all
I wish you knew
I did it all because of you..