More Dada's (Pathetic) Grief Grovel

 
 
 
Flesh and blood,
             to  
                 ash and dust.
How
         quickly your three decades
         of earth-time passed.
The
          real pleasure of your presence
          less than a vapor, less than an
          illusion, remain in this fetid  reality.
No
          more nor less an apocrypha of
          calendar'd months flying off  a
          wall, not of this place, not of this time,
          not of...........
                                anything useful to this
          heart chronic with all manner of breakage.
 
I should have been there, I should have been there.
                  (Fuck the irrationality)
            I should be where now you are,  
  ( though I know such a crossing would likely not do the deed )
 
Must "get used to" this pain'd emptiness until this life crumbles into
                           the waste that it surely will.
 
 
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