Imprisoned Pain

Why do I feel this way?...
Why can't I rip the pain out of me??...
I cry the tears that I solemnly need to cry…
I scream out what is locked inside of me…
Why?...
Why must I feel this?...
I'm hoping the cold will numb the pain…
I wish all my thoughts will go away…
Why couldn't I be someone else??...
There is so much I can't take…
I'm locked with prison chains in this mess…
In this insanity that crowds in my mind…
For a moment I can feel my heart beat to a stop…
No more air inside of me…
Only the piercing pain that won't let go…
I'm suffocating in a dead body…
Why can't I rip the pain out of me?...