#precious

i am larva
juvenile
unseen and not unheard
just trying to be someone in this
fucked up universe

i will transcend this body
and be the polygamous butterfly
i was born to be

i am the energetic vegan
kay nine organic predator
covering
blood soaked slaughterhouse floors
with dirt of animal rite

i am carbon neutral
offset by my unsustainable pseudo jesus
saviour of this naked earth
our mother
we so blindly fell and consume

i am wilfully privileged
half educated white ethnic minority
armed with a premature mind
and an unshakable aura of judgment
i am enraged and underage
empowered by the price of my sexuality

i am righteous zir
veteran of the entitled jug
overflowing with opinion
custodian of free speech

i am genderless
postmodern feminist
sacrificing the toxic son of the toxic son
unmasculine
for mental health
for the minuscule axe murderer
for the morally impotent rapist

i am publicly castrated
indiscriminately unmanned
i do not have the balls
to admit defeat and quietly walk away
nor call out a brother doing her wrong

i am hashtag precious
me too
like for like
generation misery