Departed

 

I dreamt of beginnings new and free clear of a fated past.
To break the hold of a fractured life whose condemned to ever last.
What was lingers on to haunt my nights and curse the gift of day.
By the seemingly harmless casual inflictions that are his loving ways.
I wanted so much for you to know how close we might have been.
How different our life could have become if you had let me in.
You’ve taken my flesh in ways no one has ways others won’t dare.
Each drop I savor that quenches the thirst that I can hardly bear.
You’ve taken my soul for my need is eternal I live and die for you.
Heaven is hell pain is pleasure it’s your wish that makes it come true.
You’ve taken my mind I think only of you till I no longer exist.
Thy needs I’m a slave thy will I submit helpless to ever resist.
You’ve taken my heart so now take it away for you it only can feel.
It shall always be broken for such fatal wounds are powerless to heal.