Watching The Clock

Laying on the cold cement floor staring at the clock
Feeling you stand up and zip up your jeans with a smile
Pain floods my fragile body and my body is limp
Weigh thousands of pounds I don't have engery to move
I wasted it while I was fighting and kicking and screaming
With a sly smug smerk on you face you march out the door
Leaving me here staring at that old clock on the wall
One minute goes by and my heart still pounds loudly in my chest
Five minutes has come and gone and I still cry out at the pain
Surging electric shockwaves of pain invades my private parts
Nipples bruises and vagina swollen from the brutal force
Thirty minutes has disappeared and I begin to doze off through the tears
Eyes red and puffy as I sob on the cold cement floor
Sudden exhaustions causing me to nod off into silent darkness
One hour since your raped me and I'm passed out where you left me
Lost in peaceful dreams where nothing can touch me
Dreaming of the day I wake up and find that you can no longer touch me
Hour and a half has arrived with a loud bang
Waking up with a Jolt I think that you have returned
Though standing in front of my bruised body there he stands
Three hours later and here I am in the emergency room
Question after question flys from the doctor and police officer
Do you know who did this
What exactly happened to you
Why didn't you fight back
Can you identify the man who did this
Head spinning and heart breaking what should I do
Spill the beans and risk my life you threatened with that knife
Keep it confined and continue on being perfectly blind
Blind to the poster you truly are deep inside tagg black soul of yours
Five hours gone and I wake up screaming at the nightmare
You haunt my days and my nights every time I close my eyes
I see you undressing me and yourself
I see you rapeing me and torturing me
I see the monster you are
I see that scum you are
Twenty four hours later I prepare myself because it going to happen again
It's going to happen again sooner than later