From Inside out

Please don't let me die here

Don't let me die in the arms of the monster who murdered me
Take me away from the forked tongue devil that slit my throat
My body is growing colder by the minute in his trecherous grasp
Fading away is the glow of his blood red eyes branding my brain

Please don't let me die here

Free falling from the mountain of bad decisions from my past
Bleeding from every cut and scar he had given to me
Breath suddenly stops remembering how he choked me
Body covered in black and blue from head to toe

Please don't let me die here

Somebody please come save me from this snake
I just need someone to prove I'm worthy of saving
Shut the demon up that is screaming inside my head
Save me from that insecurity that haunts me in my sleep

Please don't let me die here

I'm suffering more and more every day with the girls in the mirror
What I see not who I am in the inside of my soul
How do I change the way I feel one the outside
How do I save myself from that demon inside my brain

Please don't let me die here

From the inside out I am dying and no one sees
No one sees the light disappearing from my eyes
No notices the faidng if my smile and fading if my voice
No one has noticed that I no longer speak

Please don't let me die here

The only solitude is when I am writing these poems
The only healing is rocking my baby boy to sleep and reading my poems
The only escape from the hell inside my head is when I'm being mom and wife
There's a demon inside my head trying to murder me from inside out

Please don't let me die here in my mind...