Time for Change

people around me
say that i've changed
telling me i'm just not the same
and it's true i don't mind the pain
i live life carelessly ,i know life isn't easy
but i make the best of what Life throws at me
yet they look at me like it's a bad thing?
i'd let them think what they want to believe
i honestly couldn't care less
i love them like  family
but if they don't like my happiness
it's best for them to leave
i won;t be dragged down back to sadness
been there for to long even misery hates my company
even she told me " leave already! "
i got tried of waiting for something to happen
so i decided to stop making excuses Like "destiny"
i'll write my own fate in the star during my journey
i need to be happy like a bee needs it's flower
can't look at the clock anymore and wonder
if things well get better in the next 24 hours
so i'm washing off the sad like if i'm taking a shower
minutes of my life won't come back so i plan not to waste another hour ,i can't being worried about the "What ifs" i can;t be a coward,i'll create my own happiness with my own two hands and never waste time being sad..nope not another hour
-AJ