Namastay my kindred spirit

I am thinking of him today
You know the HIM I always refer to:

Chest to bed palms splayed front
Toes pointed
Having no control
Taking everything he gave without sound

Slow deliberate footsteps and my sexuality was found

Now some years have passed
As he became more of a man
Somehow I lesser of a woman

He gave his final reproach
With some Maya Angelou shit

"When someone shows you who they are, believe them the first time"

In these words he charged me with a petty crime

Now I sit with these words
As I try to shove another soul in my locked box

So I say King James thank you for a moment of wisdom

For a fleeting moment I felt a small beat of connection

As my feet tripped over another marble man

I am the wild thing with a heart beat obsession

Take heart dear King

Lessons I have learned well

I won't become rooted to an immovable marble man

Listening for a heartbeat while the earth grows

This wild girl dressed in dirt

Offers friendship

To Yoda, marble man

And to you ive unpinned from the ground

And with a soft kiss, blow

Watch you take flight

As a marble man knows only where his wind blows

Namastay

My soul honours your soul