Angry with God

Alone in my room
Like I have always been
Blood seeps through the bandage
Of where I tried to cut your name
Now back here
Tarot cards displayed
I see the "hanged man"
"The three of swords"
"The Reaper" looking back at me
I want to be adored
Noticed even
I want you to love me
But that will never be
I am the man in the iron mask
And I wonder how long it took for you to forget me