PEACE

today i am at peace
not the day before or the next
only today not forever

the crushing feeling
it ruins the peace with its inevitability

yesterday i was at peace
 not tomorrow or today
that was yesterday

its heavier than before
laying deeper as well

two days ago i was at peace
not yesterday or today
maybe tomorrow

another blow
i take what i held dear as it destroys me
devouring me whole

not today
not yesterday or the day before
I've lost all hope for tomorrow

just like yesterday i wish for a new tomorrow
one that is more peaceful

today i wasn't at peace
not even close
but i will be tomorrow
because tomorrow will never come