Broken Pieces of My Heart

A heartache isn’t beautiful
And no it’s not poetry
It’s not staying up till 4am constantly listening to love songs that remind me of you
I never believe people when they told me how much it hurts....
Hurts to have your heart broken
Until it happened to me
I’m used to hearing my silent cries and wanting to hid
You said you could never hurt me but that was a lie
Because that night I died
Even when I try not wanting you
I end up needing you
You were my favorite joy
Yet my endless pain
I’d break my heart and use the pieces to mend yours again.
The thing about pain is it leaves scars
But the thing about scars is they all begin to fade until none is left
And even when none is left you still feel the pain that was once there
Memories of the love shared
Constantly trying to win this fight I was the person that held on too tight
 Unable to release my grip even though it longer felt right
So i built walls around my heart
And found other names to whisper at nite
But.... Its you it was always you
Even when I didn’t want it to be
You said you still love me but i knew it was lie
Guess I wasn’t ready to my Goodbye