Lose It all

Rambling, scrambling, uncontrolled spiraling down to where the grass is no longer green, but on fire from the arrogance of a strange inhabitants. Too much fear and desperation to deal with , loss of self, loss of mind, loss of hope, loss of time. Insane motivation for immoral deeds, Excuses that lie to the soul, saying the purpose is necessary, necessity is everything. No thought about the human cares of a just world. It's all dust and empty ideas, life isn't fair. The end is near, apocalypse is here. Bargaining your blood and tears for that every inch of breath, for every bit of rope to hold onto. Want answers for it all, finding none, you leave it all behind. Looking for something to satisfy your taste for experience, for feeling. To say it was all worth it, even though on the view back you only see regret and after you blink, you see nothing. Make the best of what you've got, even if you don't want it.Causes for the aspiration may be unknown, but it is only selfish to unfulfill them. Hold it tight before you lose it all.