Is it real or not?

Death is what I crave for you
You have no idea but it is true
The beating of my very heart wants this
To end your life would be such bliss

Your toughness does not fool me
This persona means nothing to eyes that can see
I will destroy you piece by piece
In life their is no peace

My rage I cannot contain
For violence is constant like the rain
Spilling blood is beautiful like the sun
The lovely anger from with in has already begun

I believe some people need to die
They don't deserve this earth nor the heavens sky
One punch or the feel of my metal blade
Their heart beat and skin color shall forever fade

I'm on the second gear
So who ever is on my shit list better live in fear
I plan such event methodically like so
It happens so fast most don't even know

There is evil inside of me wanting to be free
Trying to mix up reality with fantasy
Satanic powers that try to confuse
Some how I refuse

My heart and brain are like a engine roaring
As my adrenaline is forever soaring
To end someones life I crave
For their soul is useless anyway and not worth to save

Sure my next victim could try and fight
Which would be my little delight
The ending is usually the same
Another dead body with a different name

Oh what a lovely game
Never gets boring or lame
I try to sedate this hate
Avoiding to have my presence at hells metallic gate

Why is it so wrong to unleash this fire?
This deadly rage of desire
Something with in me say yes to this
It is so addictive this spewing darkness from the abyss

Am I called upon the devil to be this way?
As this battle from with in continues every day
I have prayed to god to save me but it may be too late
Part of my soul is dark as coal and continues to be full of hate