Beautiful Peeps

i wish
i could be so
valued for my prowess
sexual prowess, i do mean
no chance.

i know
i could never
get right up to that point
so i just sit here, and cry tears
so sad.

maybe
in another
life time or spirit realm
i could be one of you people
not now.

but i'm
stuck with my shell
my ugly shell, that is
not one, the beautiful people
i suck.

maybe
i could buy sex
at a massage parlor
other than that, until then i
so dream.