Depths

I wish I was more
I wish we could talk
I wish I could reach a new depth
but sometimes
That depth isn't what you think.
I wanted to know
all of you
the little things
the big things
but I walked home.
I'll explain, this sadness
I fell short of
what you thought I was
I fell short,
of what I thought I was
I was disappointed twice.
I can't go a day
without thinking of you
I know i'm crazy
but I should be invisible to you
I am now
but I wasn't for that time
if I could stay again
I'd stay
every day.