Moments from jupiter

There are some things I have to say
Emotions and words will not go away
As I said before by your side I wish to stay
Forever which was last week, seven days from today

I speak of love and care
I'm sure you are very aware
As every word said shall remain true
Because I want to be the best I can be to you

No this is not a game to me
Emotions run deep like a river you see
Please believe me for I don't mean any harm
There is no need for alarm

I am a man of honesty and integrity
I can take care of your heart responsibly
As you seem to still be filled with doubt
I'm pretty sure what this is all about

It hurt pretty bad when you said what you said
As for hours it was running wild in my head
I was depressed and in shock
As it felt like you crushed my heart with a rock

I'm not one who likes to prove myself
I been doing that all my life and it has destroyed my mental health
Yet I only make promises I can keep
Because I am a rare breed and not the typical creep

So I am sedated to a level I should not be
To write these words for your eyes to see
I love with you with all my heart
Been feeling this way from the start

I know you have been hurt in the past
As you forever worry about things that never last
This instance this situation is not the same
I'm a different person from a different place and a different name

As my heart races as if I am running
There is a song that I am silently humming
I know deep down inside I'm not going to leave
My words I speak are of truth and I never intend to deceive

I can prove this to you every day
Because with you I wish to stay
But I should not have to do that
Emotionally you know where I'm at

I know your pain
As tears fall like drops of rain
What I feel for you is very real
This agony inside you have I know I can heal

You may have a damaged soul
That I wish to make again whole
As you been told lies
From other guys

From my sedated fantasy land those people I despise
Even with out the stuff I am on I am the same and you must realize
I have fallen in love with you
This is ever so true

As I feel my body in decay
My mind slowly drifting away
I needed to say these things to get off my chest
Before I black out and rest

Remember I been hurt as well
As I have lived in a mental hell
Like I am in a prison cell
Alone no one hears me scream or yell

So think about this
As I want to continue our bliss
I want to be near you right now
I know I will be as time shall allow

One day I would like to marry you
Because you are a dream come true
I know what I have and I don't want it to go
I only want you and this I want you to know

I have always prayed for love
From the heaven skies above
To keep it and hold it ever so near
I have you and I want to keep you my dear