Affair

 
Do I want this stress
You’re leaving again
I watch you dress
I’m blinking ...thinking
Eyes rolling up in my head
My mind recanting
You lying back panting
Fingers curled in my hair
Our bodies shaking…tingling
Juices soaking the sheets…mingling
I’m weighing this sexual diversion
Is this fulfilling my sexual perversion
I connect lightly
You connect deep
Maybe you are someone to keep
Love when we meet
Snaps…buttons…zips
Our clothing slips
Off in a pile
Our impulsive instincts
Carnal style
Not wholly yours
Only in the moment
It opens doors
For inside life
One goes mad
Without sacrifice
So I’ll be the sensualist
Alive in flesh
With you I can best
The struggle here
Release my congested thoughts
My own guilty taunts
This enthusiasm for you
Leaves me purring
My thoughts stop stirring
You turn to me and say
Are you OK
I respond yes
Everything is fine
Little light headed from the wine
Then smiling weakly
As you turn to leave
Discretely
I say see you soon
As you leave the room