COULD NEVER IMAGINE

As I lay here and stare out into this emptiness with its endless abyss of darkness filled with nothing more but space and time surrounding me as it covers me in complete darkness, I wonder through the very depth and deepness of my silent thoughts of my mind how did we get to this point within our life to be lost and alone as the world just seems to pass by like the clouds that roam the skies. For even now as I ponder my most deepest thoughts I would of never imagine you not being apart of my life but yet here we are in this place and time, for even for us to be at this fork in the road I have to regroup refocus and rethink for its true we both said somethings and done somethings to one another. For I hurt you as you hurt me for we both have done damage that will never be undone for it is here that I begin to understand the total impact that loving someone, could truly have on the mind and heart and soul for through our actions I've learned to truly understand what it means to lose the one person you thought you could never lose for here now I am lost and alone without you.