Never Mind The Matter

If I could just get the Fukk out of my mind
 Maybe today I could have a good time
 I wouldn't care I wouldn't whine I would never mind
 I betcha all the things I've been forgetting to find
 Are all out there outside of my mind
 All I want to do is rewind
 Between the lines redefining the undefined
 The things stuck way in the back of my mind
 Tiptoeing around the floating landmines
 What today forgets tomorrow reminds when you're out of your head but stuck inside of it just trying to get out of your mind
 I wish for once I could just lose my mind
 So for once I could see what is right in front of me and quit obsessing for one minute what lies behind
 I do this same sh*t everytime and like a
 Little bitch now I be crying when I think back to the time I crossed that wrong line
 Now I am dying to get outside of my mind
 The misery is no mystery to me nothing ever slips my mind
 The riddles and rhymes the nickels and dimes
 Over analyzing and vandalizing the lost and the finds
 Everyday with ambition just praying and wishing
 That somewhere this time is somebody listening
 So I could lose it to find
 Next time that I'm in my right mind
 
CODY RAY T.  
01/28/95---03/30/19  
REST IN LOVE