"Living in a fantasy"

Anguish has arrived again once more..
Its the same old fears
same sad tears
always taking toll.
Who knows..
why I feel this way..
Could be cause
I'm so selfish and full of shit..
always moody 'n blue..

Sometimes I slowly slip away..
Into the strange visions
that guide me in strange ways..
"A fantasy
will come to me."

Silence
is what I need to hear.
Think I'll
Fade away
into nature's way
and forget everything..

Lately
my minds been on the run..
I need the perfect way
to just drift away
far beyond the sun..

Soon to be
 eternally eclipsed..
and implode within
the infinite abyss
only to explode into
existence..
Play life and death
as I lose my breath.

This world is strangely sublime.

Guess I'm bound to always be
"Living in a fantasy"
Guess that's how it's meant to be
Forever..
Don't call me crazy cause I dream
things are just not what they seem
"Living in a fantasy"
Forever..

Guess I'm bound to always be
"Living in a fantasy"
Guess that's how it's meant to be
Forever..