Truth is..

The "truth"?
I can't handle the truth..
 
Truth is..
I'm sort of a phony..
Truth is
I don't live by my words..
Truth is..
I don't actively attempt to manifest my dreams.
Truth is
this routine is running me ragged.
Truth is
Life in standard Society has me feeling
So staggered
Straight up stupefied
in this secluded lil shit show..
Must be somewhere else to go
away from the madness
and suffocation of
sentencing myself
to this stressful
state of mind
so aware
I've confined
myself to the
mundane path
the ganja is the only thing that helps me laugh
Truth is..
it's tiring not taking a chance to
make my dreams a reality
Sad really
 that I haven't even tried..
Never to late though,
Time to change
Have to rearrange my routines
and stop lying to myself
Truth is..
I must start believing
I have the power within to
choose my fate
can no longer hesitate
about when to take action
it begins now..
Truth is
I'm ready.