a psychopath's diary

 
anxiety psychopaths  
screaming through my mind
shit talking loudly
pushing my buttons
until I feel I might pop off

I don't...I keep it under wraps daily
only letting my monsters loose where it's safe
demon teeming leery of the restraint table
padded walls keep the madness in
no alien-nation beaming in my skull  
straight jacketed thoughts  
I keep even from you
 
my inner sky filled with delusions
mind to mind communication
if there is such a thing I'm taking control
in my head it's being shut down
 
all the powers that be know me
I am a beacon when they want to talk
they come to me surgical sutures ripped
their tongues loosed
eager to carve into some unsuspecting soul
 
rotted ideas seep into me
vicariously they play out through me
but I am the baddest they've ever known
 
I roll the dice they come up all sixes
this is my game fuckers
so back the fuck up you've been warned