To Whom Do We Blame

You left me there stranded in the dark
You told me that we would never part
But then I find you’re not real at all
Now my walls are starting to fall
 
I want to blame someone, scream at them
Loudly
I want to be someone, despite this mess
Proudly
But there’s nobody left to blame
There’s nobody left but me to pay
 
Am I at fault here?
Is this my sentence?
You say you loved me,  
but that’s only for repentance  
 
And you’re just another sensation
A large figment of our imagination
Pulling the veil over whole nations
Saying that this is all your creation
 
But what more do you have to say?
I won’t say prayers to a puff of smoke
Living with this pain and hurt everyday
As if my life’s some joke, fun to poke
 
I’m young yet I’m broken
I’m feeble yet I’ve spoken
 
You left me there stranded all alone
In the middle of a world you called your own
We are not puppets on strings
And we will never bow down to false kings
 
This is just my “cross to bear”
If you’re not real, then life can’t be unfair
It spins and spits us out
No matter what is within
Or what is without