HAPPY THOUGHTS 2

 
fuck what you say,
i know the truth.
fuck what you say,
you know it too.

but that no one believed me
when i finally spoke,
hurt me so bad
i wished i'd never told.
it kind of felt like
it was happening again.
just one more experience
for me to relive.

but fuck it

compared to what you'll go through
my torment was faster.
because karma's a bitch
and the devil's a bastard.
you'll meet them both,
even if i have to introduce you.
patience is also a bitch,
and we're having issues.

i don't just want you dead,
i want you living in fear,
feeling the pain that i've felt,
i want you haunted for years.
and when you finally die
may it be painful and slow
to prepare you for the hell
where your perverted kind go.

my plans might be fucked up,
but they're not corrupt
because i'll victimize the victimizer
not an innocent child.
and if i end up in hell
for what i do to you,
then at least i'll have the pleasure
of knowing you are burning too.