I need you

You needed me,
you reached out for comfort.
I selfishly,
opened my mouth
to comfort only me.

You needed me,
you ached for support.
I selfishly,
steerd towards
pillars of self support.

You needed me.

I blackened my tongue,
I cured and mumbled.
Darker my emotions became.

You needed me.

Watery glazed eyes
you stood staring.
Numb and cold,
my words tore at you.

You needed me.

I beg your forgiveness,
punish and torture my heart.
My scars are a plae,
please forgive me,

I need you!