Emasculation

(Oh yea I guess this was vulgar…Lords of Acid: I Sit on Acid (Original version) 12" vinyl)

This is uh more about politics but
I knew  
Exactly  
What it
Was all  
About
Too-
Ass out with
All the white girls (98%) like
“Go on over there to
The path of least  
Resistance  
Or at least
Lesser resistance, go on now-
It’s warmer over there”
I already know how they act with you
I know baby, I know
I know it hurts-
(a cloud of what they want you to be;
Not as you are)
In love with her ways uhm
You’d have to look over her      
She would’ve fucked you up  
Physicality yet this “emasculation” still
Gave you no other option but to take it up the ( )
We’d seen each other come and go alone
About 10 years  
Ironic how you can be
“Familiarized” yet still don’t know
We didn’t talk to each other-
We’re playing pool
She’s drinking/talking to stone butch;  
Older school sistah-
They had some shit in common now-1 heartbeat away only
(Kinda did something to me seeing the element together but uh)
She would have let you touch that-  
under adequate, specified conditions deformably soft butch but uh
1 major brush with the only woman
To ever physically challenge in open spaces what I was pushing out
Stand-offish ended just as
Quickly; oddly as it veered…mostly because of some 3rd party-
Too the fly to speak just nodded; this one particular night
Why the break? Why tonight?;
Women- you never know if they want to injure you or hold you
Frightening; probably trying to poison my drink.
Rocking her in my eyes (turned back around to continue warming up); right out onto the pool  
table with it- she came
Neither of us communicators; that’s life…lesson was…take it easy sometimes, spas…