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Internal Affairs
(This lady is talking to the wrong person- somebody should’ve told her)
Nicola Conte - Mambo De Los Dandies (performed by Gerardo Frisina)
Some “lesbians” dip with gay men…sometimes fall for a straight/ bi guy. We understand how that can happen, probably be more understanding, since the culture is homologous. Sometimes it’s not what you do as much as it is how you do it; execution…well what were the conditions under which it occurred: How did they penetrate? Did you breast bind? Did they pull your hair? Number? Contractual terms? Infiltration or flunky? My peers are laughing off the books (things we would factor in if presented; some chicks need a reprieve- cut the umbilical from that emotional tug of war than can weigh us down quicker than allows us to fly-they don’t want to hold or hoard like a whore in reverse). Feinberg with a group of men vs somebody mainstream? It doesn’t play on your political sensibilities the same but we were looking at this bi chick, as an lgbt “case study” in class (became personal)- flipped: married, still doing her part by the community…yea ok we’re impressed by people officially organizing across boundaries without stake in the claim- sure…sexual orientation can be fluid.
(Often people will hang around waiting for you to be some kind of contradiction; looking for a hole in your story; pounce. I was having problems with only gay men, as the shoulder; still didn’t want to have to explain to another woman that...I knew myself; hyped up to go someplace- to stand on the wall all night; more about the process of getting ready than event.)
Nicola Conte - Mambo De Los Dandies (performed by Gerardo Frisina)
Some “lesbians” dip with gay men…sometimes fall for a straight/ bi guy. We understand how that can happen, probably be more understanding, since the culture is homologous. Sometimes it’s not what you do as much as it is how you do it; execution…well what were the conditions under which it occurred: How did they penetrate? Did you breast bind? Did they pull your hair? Number? Contractual terms? Infiltration or flunky? My peers are laughing off the books (things we would factor in if presented; some chicks need a reprieve- cut the umbilical from that emotional tug of war than can weigh us down quicker than allows us to fly-they don’t want to hold or hoard like a whore in reverse). Feinberg with a group of men vs somebody mainstream? It doesn’t play on your political sensibilities the same but we were looking at this bi chick, as an lgbt “case study” in class (became personal)- flipped: married, still doing her part by the community…yea ok we’re impressed by people officially organizing across boundaries without stake in the claim- sure…sexual orientation can be fluid.
(Often people will hang around waiting for you to be some kind of contradiction; looking for a hole in your story; pounce. I was having problems with only gay men, as the shoulder; still didn’t want to have to explain to another woman that...I knew myself; hyped up to go someplace- to stand on the wall all night; more about the process of getting ready than event.)
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