feelings to be told.

 relieved I feel. for you knowing this is the way I feel. 

anger. I feel. for you only saying "I'm sorry u feel that way"

unwanted. I feel. for you not loving me how I love you.

regret. I feel. for you and I even going out.

I'm sorry. I said it a billion times and you forgiving me each time. I'm a living sin that should go to hell. I already live in one, the real deal is probably better this the shithole I live in. I can never do anything right. and relationships are one of them.


If I could tell You anything it would be that i don't believe in love, but I did when I was with you and everyone else was just lust and most of the time wen I took those pills was because I knew I wasn't a good girlfriend to you and yeah I was clingy,and I wanted to be with you 24/7 because when I was with you it just felt right I remember when I was with you I just wanted to stop time and rewind. but nothing is good for that long and i just want one last chance that I will never get.