A short letter

To my memories

Remind me of pleasures and spoils please but no more of the ones I once loved and yes no more of the wounds and how they felt.
I understand you want me to survive and I love you for that but please it's hard to dance without remembering that one fall and it is hard to love without remembering the sensation of heartbreak.
I sometimes fear you do more harm then good with your ways.
If you must remind me a dog bites and that jumping off waterfalls can hurt then do but please have mercy on my mind when I try to sleep and you remind me of what it's like to not sleep alone. When I wake up how dreadful the day before was. It doesn't help much and it makes it unreasonable to breath.
Thank you.
With much love, remorse and pain
...bliss