A Dream Of Sin

My dreams are always the same
A beautiful house by the sea
Hearing you speak my name
After our walk we drink tea
 
Hot tea and sweet cakes we share
We gaze into each other's eyes
We play with each other's hair
I'm with my beloved guy
 
You read me heartfelt poetry
I lay on your lap
Time moves still; no need to hurry
I giggle and than I clap
 
We drink some drinks
Listen to some music
We're completely in sync
I find this completely amusing
 
We share a simple kiss
This starts things
This is absolute bliss
Tonight there will be sins
 
You see I'm a married wife
This will be a night of cheating
I only want you in my life
Our relationship has so much meaning
 
We have sex together
It's a bit dirty
We're hot lovers
We fuck with lots of fury
 
We do all kinds of things
We take short breaks
I look down at my wedding rings
My head begins to ache
 
These are just my thoughts
They will never see the day
Perhaps it's my loss
I will never really feel this way