The pain in my heart

I've been here before whenever I meet someone new
We get to talking then her feelings change out the blue
All the effort and time I spent getting to know you
For you to just switch gears is something I'd never expect too

There's only so much a heart can take
There's only so much my mind can fake
But I'm at the crossroads of love and fate
Or maybe it's lust and heartbreak

I want to work on me but I'm not letting you go
You want to work on you but you need a different type of glow
You want a different energy you put on a show
But time waits on nobody you want to go with the flow

So I'm stuck not knowing what to do with this pain in my heart
Girls are so complicated but a woman is easier to read
I need someone that can express their love like a chart
That when I need you to be honest with me you don't just leave

Someone that's the real deal
Cherish herself but care for others
One that stands out like none other
Loves like a wife but cares like I'm a brother