Greed

I became numb
Cold and with an infinite cupidity
I never thought I would behave so cruelly
But, I did and I apologize
I don't want anyone to be like me
I don't want anyone to be engaged by me
I am a variety of fucked up
You are probably one of the very few people that know this about me
Honestly you are the only person that knows that about me
It was so easy to be so vulnerable around you
You never cared if I was just me
I never had to pretend to be without my needs
Coming down to earth was at the very least addictive
It's all I have ever wanted to be
Someone like you with normalcy and free
It was the world You gave to me
Within that brief amount of time
And, I am forever grateful with forward thoughts
You have become part of my dreamscape.
And I never meant to become your nightmare
Forgive me Please
It is the greed within me