pills

pills. go down 10 aspirin in the morning for you. you make me do it. ever since we fought when we were going out and even more when you broke my heart. you said you were gonna call the cops if I didn't stop. I never stopped. I only stopped telling you because I stopped loving you. I try to forgive myself but I cant. I still love you and when your friends see me the first thing they do is say go back out with you and I say no when I really wanna say yes. but even if we did, nothing could stop me from taking my 8 in school aspirin and my 12 after school ones either. addiction? maybe. but really I'm addicted to you. I don't know why I try to stop but I can't. your a dick to me. and I fucking hate you. I fucking hate you and I hate you for making me addicted to these pills which only make my heart beat faster.  you made my heart beat fast once. a lot of people did but ever since you broke up with me I'm dead. I'm lost. I can't do anything with 30 aspirin a day..