Mixed Up Fucked Up

Bright colors
That's the first thing that comes.
They're beautiful
And hypnotic
And their textures are wild.
You can't even begin to describe them.

Then they change so slightly
The colors turn into shapes.
They're odd
And swirly
You don't think you've seen ones like these before.

You don't even care that you can't feel your arms.
Or your legs
Like some madman came and chopped them off.
You start to wonder if you even have them anymore.

But now its like you're in an outside world
You start to wonder vaguely what you took.
So many pills with colors and little symbols on them
One was yellow with a big E
But you just keep feeling different
But you still feel numb.

But now you twitch and shudder
And your body is trembling and you're scared.
You don't know what you're scared of
The people
The place you're in
The fact that you're loosing that high
The fact that those colors are gone.

Now you're just so scared
And you're stuck there
After every little drug you took.
You took so many mixed up drugs
And now you're so fucked up.