I'm burying you somewhere dark and scary

Why then do I feel for you,
When I can't have you?
Why should I invest my feelings
Where I clearly can't harvest?  
When you never look at me,
Why do I keep stealing glances?
Do you even know i exist?
When we share a classroom January to January,  
Do you not see the signs,  
When we say greetings?  
I'm burying you somewhere deep down
Somewhere dark and scary
A place in my heart
Set aside for all the wishes I never can get
For those close yet so far beyond my fetch
For the loves i never get a reciprocal for
For all the words that go unsaid
For all the intolerable vowels that enter my ears  
For you,
You!