Sanity Insane

People wonder
Why i sit and ponder
my own demise
Cause I realize

No one cares
they lie in pairs
saying that its fine
but i hate that line

They continue to tell me
To bring up bullshit
Trying to make me
Kill myself and disappear

So fuck them all
I'm not gonna ball
I'm not going to
Not out of the blue

They can say what they want
it turns in to what they want
What they fear
Where they steer

Trust me I want to
I really do
But I can't
My family needs me

I have to keep everyone sane
while going insane
While i help everyone
I get help from no one

All i want...
Is someone to care
All i need
Is something to pair

The scars in my mind
they ones in my skin
You can't see them
but i can still, within.