Now I’m Nothing

She changed my life when I was down so low
So strong and bold now this girl will never know
That I would go to the end of the world for her
I would take the stars and corral them together
I would change the storms into better weather
I would never
Leave her for some other treasure
She is She was
My forever
If I ever
Got the chance
I would let her stay home all day and play just dance
Cause that’s what she loved to do
And she deserves that after all that we’ve been through
I left her in a house that she had to move by herself
And god knows she never had no fucking help
So who am I to think that I could ever find somebody else
I just gotta find a way to escape this living hell
And All my friends can tell
I haven’t been acting like myself
They just wanna wish me well
I don’t wanna listen I’ve been working on my distance
I’m not a wishing well
My life’s not a movie I can’t be saved by the bell
But if I die
I hope I don’t but I might
Tell that girl there’s no need to cry
She’s got a long life
And I’ll be by her side
I’ll never leave I’ll be there through the sands of time
It wasn’t her it was all me this is mine
It’s not her fault I couldn’t find
My peace of mind
I left her hanging countless times
She wanted Benjamin’s and all I could provide was dimes
I’m sick to my stomache
Losing you makes me feel like I am nothing
You took my heart and soul and that was a promise I never saw coming
A blush you were always blushing I shouldn’t have fucked up I thought you were bluffing
Now I’m nothing