father,a prayer

i guess you are wondering just what brings me to my knees ?well im weak again i need your warmth father i need for your powerful arms i cannot see but i feel to be around me ,for on a day like today i require help to stand and not falter  i require you father when the wieght of the world is bearing down on me,  the whole exsistence sucks the air from my lungs leaving me gulping for air , all that i loved watch me whither and die without a care ,i realized then father that this weight father is my cross to bare. how is it father that the mere mention of you brings a reverent strength from seemingly nowhere and at my weakest father i feel you there, i can feel when i am most alone that you are there when iam down in the dumps you are there even as i know that the weight of this world is truly on your shoulders with all of the other things you must do all the saddness you must listen to the fact is you allways make time for me and i father appriciate you ,all that you have and you still count every hair upon my head when i wanted death you gave me life a new life born in you comeing out of the dark and into this light ,please lord i pray for my brothers and sisters who still dwell in the dark that they may seek your loveing guidance father and that they to may in their weakest hour find your shining white light amen thanks again for saveing me from the self that was killing me amen