Blood Of A Loved One

 
I feel like I’m running in slow motion  
Get me out of this place  
These steps I retrace  
The ground feels like an ocean  
I lie here in pain  
And try to explain    
But my words just come out broken  
 
 
Haven’t seen the sunlight in days  
This feeling coursing through my veins
The darkness I’m forced to embrace    
When will I see the sun please let me know  
With no where turn & nowhere to go  
I’m not myself lately I feel like an animal  
The blood of my family is on my lips  
This urge that persists the feeling of blood when it drips  
I’ve become a cannibal  
 
Shackled and chained  
Forcefully restrained  
By all of my loved ones  
Brother came to see me  
I cry and I plead and then he sets me free  
 
Then I slash his throat out  
The blood is steadily flowing  
My eyes are glowing brighter than the sun  
Filled with so much envy for what lies beneath his skin  
I’m about to partake in the ultimate sin  
I begin to start drinking all of the blood right out of him  
 
He screamed and he cried  
Too bad that he died  
Now I’m on the run  
Oh god what have I done?  
 
Moon is slowly erased  
The sun has taken its place  
My body begins to burn and crumble    
Death touched me with her bittersweet kiss  
I think this is, it it’s my turn to go  
I’m not afraid, I’m humbled  
The earth will become my urn  
The demons of my past  
Caught up with me at last  
 I blow away in the wind  
I have atoned for my sins