BRIEF GLIMPSE OF FRACTALED INSIGHTS SHARDS  (12-19-18, 12:45pm, STARBUCKS RESERVE Coffee Shop, Palm Springs, California)

   
 (First draft - # 1)  
 
 
throughout    
the immeasurable    
individual    
journeys    
of each    
of our    
assymetrically    
fractaling    
diversely unfolding    
lives    
our experiential    
unaccounted    
stories    
both outwardly    
and inwardly    
self assembled    
through all    
the choices    
weve made    
which have    
collectively    
directed  guided    
influenced us    
shaped  formed    
and molded us    
into    
the long run    
sum    
of who    
we have been    
of who    
weve become    
and ultimately    
who we are    
in the end    
which is    
truly only    
just another    
new    
rebeginning come    
organically accrued    
through countless    
lessons    
of body  mind    
heart  spirit    
and soul    
through    
bad and good    
through hardships    
and suffering    
through loneliness    
through joy      
grace  beauty    
loss and love    
wherein    
the dizzying chaos    
and order    
of it all    
no matter    
how well    
we may think    
we know ourselves    
we are    
nonetheless    
in varying degrees    
equally jumbled    
into blurs    
of cultural    
and global inequity    
centrifugally scattered    
to the stars    
far beyond    
all our accumulative    
human knowing    
yet still    
here just now    
in the distal    
reach and fetch    
of these    
inner thoughts    
this sudden    
new insight    
just as suddenly    
befell me here    
in which    
i both felt    
and somehow saw    
in the fleeting    
tail trail    
illumination    
of its relative    
shooting stars    
brief light    
that i somehow    
now here    
in the    
fluid    
spontaneous filtering    
of these    
self reflective    
thoughts    
whether age related    
or not    
right here    
on the cusp    
of turning sixty    
five    
have somehow    
in the moment    
of that very    
realization    
respiraled myself    
through such    
mystical    
multi dimensional    
cross contemplation    
back from    
the outer perimeter    
of my own    
furthest flung    
expansions stars    
here yet again    
back to    
the elemental    
center point beginning    
from whence    
the seed    
of all    
i am    
and of all    
i have thus    
so far become    
first sprang forth    
into this    
one  strange  singular    
personal journeys    
new beginning    
wherein    
i now    
can more clearly    
see    
that i am    
truly one    
with it all    
with everyone    
with every thing    
as one small    
seed thought    
sprang forth itself    
just now    
as well    
to so unexpectedly    
bring such    
warm comfort    
to my    
ever seeking    
continuously expanding    
ever hungering    
heart