judas me

she looks off into the distance a vacant stare, shed cry if she had tears but those watery shows are for someone who still cares, and she is too strong for such a weak reply , all the promises made in the dark of night left her standing here with nowhere i trusted her she fed on me as a wolf does a fresh disregaurded kill, oh what a jagged little pill  so sharp alas you my love of me did make an ass i beleived you hook line and sinker, i am done with tears rivers of them flowed from mine eyes destruction and disrepair you left me in a crumpled heap i cant beleive it was you that i loved you not my usual type but then again i allowed everything you did. i am the one in the end that is to blame so for blame to be named it is i that deserves no tears for i knew her scorpion nature its in their nature to sting and to beleive their professions of love everlasting is to beleive in satans own promises they kiss you as judas did christ, turning their heads as you are offererd on the alter of crimson hell thrown to the wolves ,she watches from the right hand of the silver spoon as they rape and defile you as she is fueled by needs and afterall u are nothing and nowhere so she longs to be forever filled with cock or needle some form of prick ,love is something she requires not ,but she is convincing and as the last of me is torn away in my own prison i delve ever closer to deathrow no appeals no desire for devine province just deaths embrace i await with greatful abandon, this love is nowhere just as you were left by your foolish romantascizing of a person that is only just that a shimmering veiw of what you wanted to see what your love made mirror back to you a reflection of that love and nothing more where  does that love of that scorpion bring , just a memory of how easily you would judas me.