Love deserted

Anxious,
trapped
Peace vanquished,
slapped with excessive thoughts.

Caught in these internal battles that must be fought.
Anxiety has always plagued my psyche.
Long as I can remember I've always been very anxious especially around people.
It's apparent that I'm extremely introverted.
Love deserted
Isolation inserted
A loner
A stoner
Alone
no ones fault but my own.
The path I've chosen to go.
I've gotta stay imperturbable,
undisturbable.

Witnessing these thoughts and these feelings dealing with insecurities.
Impurities fill the atmosphere,
the seer of existential fear.
Believer that hope will appear
Even if it seems drear, even if your minds not clear, can't quit or throw a fit.
I've trapped myself in a bottomless pit.
Gotta escape the delusions,
This existential confusion.