His twist of love for me

I stood there, vulnerable, stupid, naive, yelling I HATE YOU!!!, I HATE YOU!!!!...WHY DO THIS!!!!, as im screaming at you i can just feel the pain of my heartbreak, the pain is soo realistic that I'm running out of breathe to even yell at you anymore cry tears of anger, blurring my sight of something i hope to be unrealistic but as hardly known as the truth of what his love for me had finally came to its truth...
WHY!?,... Why did you waste my time, why lie to a heart so fragile and easily broken, gave you my whole heart and you stomped on it, and threw it in the fire where you took others there to burn...i believe in something i felt that i could feel alive off of, i believe that you could be the hero of my sickness the hero of my heart developing to become so cold, dark and deadly...
I...I was really blind to put belief in us, I was to into thinking that this was my fairytale of love and how everything would be happy forward on to the straight and narrow...
But you showed me, you showed me different for how i saw things threw rose colored glasses and im happy to finally get a real taste of how love really can be...put your heart into someone, who promised to never break it but in time there will always be an end with a surprising twist because wake up...there she is the other mistress.