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Without you

I wanna be strong for you,
I thought I could,
The truth is I'm scared,
I tried to do it without you,
But I can't.
I feel so lost, brain dead,
This pain, this heart that won't mend.
You thought you left your pains behind,
But you created more for us,
All our hearts you touched.
I'm back to square one,
Cutting and shutting everyone out,
Your laughter echos in my head,
I need you here physically so we can laugh together instead.

I don't wanna feel this hurt,
The way I get numb when I feel your presence around.
You thought you did what needed to be done,
But God knows it was so dumb,
I'll continue to miss you everyday
I'll love u forever Ash,
I can't wait till we meet again...

So I can see your sweet smile and feel your warm embrace,
My dear sister, my Best friend...