Eternally grateful

Eternally grateful for the help I've received.
Believe me, I only deceived myself into perceiving I wasn't naive.
Still ignorant although considerate of the world as I deliberate existence.
These thoughts swarm around as I Brain storm in a persistent manner,
Contemplating my current circumstance
puts me in a trance, is there a chance we can enhance the stance we've chosen to take?

Still, staying grateful not hateful as my brain remains overanalyzing every moment or emotion.
Always lost in the land of thoughts though I know I ought to observe this mind chatter.
Meditation seems to allow me to do this, to let go of the thoughts and get into a state of pure awareness, absolute beingness.
A true state of peace, enables you to release the negativity and embrace the positivity.
A state of oneness.
At times I lose control, thoughts run rampant but I'm Hoping to dampen the effect the mind has on oneself.
Stress is detrimental to your mental health.
Its best to think less and not second guess everything,
Just breathe in the air, lose your blues and cares, share the love you find waiting there.
Another breath, forget about death,
suck in the silence, let it be your guidance,
Embrace the darkness, face the starkness of this place.