Conversation with the "Devil"

  
 
   
Devil:  what the hell are you waiting for; you're biding your time; you f***** up your life; nobody wants you....  
committed to nothing; save yourself trouble, and take your own life; i know it's not easy, but it's better than the stress awaiting ahead of you....you don't want to struggle; you don't want to be controlled....i see the way most ppl look at you; and i know what they all are thinking...."what a shame; what a waste" he doesn't know how to follow the rules....they say much uglier things, but they are just as ugly with one another; isn't that crazy?  
   
Self: ....  
   
Devil: they call suicide the easy way out; that you're weak to think about it..they obviously aren't worth your energy; everyone is doubleminded; isn't that a nice thing to wake up to every f****** day? I know it is(sarcasm)  
 you're miserable; a miserable stressful lonely fate awaits you....this is a game of monopoly and chutes and ladders; you're not built for this.....you burn your self out and you never really had the desire or will power to play....YOU'VE LOST; YOU LOSE....