Antiintimate

Anitintimate, yeah, I just made up this word.
Anti or against, coupled with intimate or close
with unconditional love stirred into the
intimate cauldron.

My EX said she doesn’t do intimate.
Perhaps I gave her reason to break up with me.
Intimacy can be a scary thing if one is not used
To it.  
For me, in friendship and relationships it
Is EVERYTHING.

She is anti-intimate and I am intimate oriented.

She has always been fire and I let her consume me
As I am the air of dual purpose I suppose and I gave
Her all the air I had within me and now
I burn and I am consumed.

I guess there is no hope for us to return
From the burn
And away from the anti & intimate.