Forever lost in your haunting

You once graced your both your hands on my face
Your splendered lips could never be for gotten omfg
You did something to me that stirred emotions deep down
I’m risking it all just to jot this down I need to write it I kmow it’s silly

Now I’m haunted by your ghosts past I never hear from you
I feel you near me even though your 10,000 miles away
I want to know how you let me go so easy I know you hurt me
I kmow you could not look at me anymore not after what happened

I’m haunted by what I lost it bugs the living fuck out of me you have no idea
I did not just lose you I lost my manhood my drive I just could not be fucked
I’m haunted by our last day together it was just all so wrong yes we made love
But it didn’t feel natural it’s because it was going to be the last time

I’m still haunted by the fact that you no longer had my back it’s damn crazy
I can still smell your perfume in my dreams I can hear your sexy voice
Omfg what is wrong with me I kmow whst I know but that changes nothing
I know you love me why else would of you had our photos up for those years

The haunting of you still continues to this day it’s so much more than sex
You rocked my world in more ways than one your look just pulled me in
I was a fool but I was a fool for you I believe still to this day that you love me
Why is that? To protect myself? Maybe but there is more to it I know it

Do you have a clue how much I’ve missed you? Do you know I’m not well now
Would you still love me the same? Or is that just a pipe dream of mine?
I am better and torn and my mind is weak from all this constant fighting inside
Would you still love an old fool like me? Would you even feel sorry babe?