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Ashes in the Wind (instrumental by Mors)

When it all gets to me throw up these hands
Let it all stop let it drop where i stand
Sympathy no i sync up with the beat  
Say what I mean as i lay up with the heat  
 
Look at what i made let make a stain  
Never lack always on my gain shit
Am I in a cage with the world as a stage
Imma keep on it, keep engaged, sit with pain and beast sonnets
 
Imma be on it, venom in my veins  
Imma be honest Imma get it any which way
Any may imitate but they not the boy
fated, faded fill up the void  
 
Dark night, light wave - I lost all direction
Start my last take - cross me out in sections
When will it stop this madness in my head
Off axis watch this skin when i shed it quick
 
Send me to the brink don't even have to push me
Can't even think right now the current took me  
Over and over and over again
Said it I went and I scratched with the pen  
 
Let it all go - Let it all end
Let it all flow - Let it all in  
 
I write letters to my ghost
He knows me better than most
I remember when he said
You'll never measure even close  

Is this enough? I think not.  
Wanting to grow, stuck in the same spot
God damn I'm some fucking monster  
On and on I fucking wander  
 
Wondering how i can say this
I didn't ask for this shit
Hoping it leaves me painless  
Bound till I'm ashes in the wind
 
Wondering how i can say this
I didn't ask for this shit
Hoping it leaves me painless  
Bound till I'm ashes in the wind
Written by gazellemon (Bradley J)
Published | Edited 12th Jan 2019
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♫ instrumental by Mors  ♫        ➥https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_13a8kWnBfapbR0QZwHrg
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